I remember dati
july. back when things were sooo much better between us.
actually, it wasn’t just july. ikaw karamay ko pagdating sa puyatan
those times when i have to stay up late to finish everything
especially for my debut.
you’re the one who was always there for me.
to entertain me.
to talk to me
and to keep me awake.
but that was before. haha
half a year ago?
i just remembered.
kasi someone volunteered to stay up late with me.
well…
some things really aren’t meant to be, i guess.
sometimes, people go into your life to teach you a lesson.
it’s my own stupidity that made me stay longer.
i asked God a lot of times to give me a sign to give up, but i was just too blind to see.
Actually, i wasn’t blind. i just chose to ignore them.
But the last one, I told Him that if I got hurt ng bonggang bongga,
that’s when i’ll stop.
sometimes i wish i never asked that, because of how it affected me
but for some reason, it was worth it.
it was worth it kasi ngaun, i can say that i’ve really moved on.
for sure for sure, this time. lol
k’bye :)
